On their way home that day, Laura thanked Jack for speaking up for her mother, good people who are enemies in only a small part of their conscience.
“Did you see how quickly my dad got angry? It’s always the same when I say something. His own mind and conscience start fighting first. I cannot keep him in a calm state to talk about it. But I see the same in myself to a lesser degree.”
“You’re not like him at all, but I know what you mean. I’ve noticed it in myself too. Clearing my mind helps me reflect on it, but when it comes around again, there is nothing I can do to stop it. Whether it is fear, anger or a misguided desire, it is bigger than me. But I feel like if I just had enough knowledge about it and myself, I could be free from it. You too?”
If the catatonic part of Jack and Laura’s conscience ever reaches the stage her father’s has, they too will no longer be able to clear their mind and think about these things. This knowledge will seem completely irrational, which means that, for now, Jack and Laura still have enough empathy to receive this knowledge and learn how to love the enemies of their conscience. They still have the will to make a choice.
We all lose our will at times but go through a cycle and regain it. Laura’s father may regain it on his deathbed, but there is no assurance. Neither is it assured that we will stay the course if we decide to learn this principle. It is not knowledge detached from the conscience like physics. Knowledge about the conscience engages the conscience. But it is spiritual knowledge, meaning that once we get through the errors we held on to that restricted us, we feel better than ever, enlightened in the faceted attribute transparencies of Word’s vision-pearl.
Jack and Laura made the right choice and are now learning it. Name’s anointing attribute in Word is next. First, they remember being taught as children and still believe that we should never wish good things for bad people. They do want her father to stop mistreating her mother so good things would happen but, either way, they still love him and he loves them. This is about loving bad people who do not love you.
Laura felt it first, Spirit, the life in her. It is Name’s life in Word in her, in everyone, blessing everyone but also blinding them if they are enemies of Earth. Only if we are willing to participate in blessing everyone can we see it. Jack understood her words explaining it, but he could not prevent the catatonic part of his social conscience from attacking him when he pictured blessing people everyone hates.
“Cleanse that part of your conscience with Word’s yirah attribute,” Laura said, “long enough to see that, in your inner vision, these everyone are not everyone and should be blessed as enemies of conscience just as the people they hate, for they are both working from the same catatonic conscience, capable of reaching critical mass.”
“Yes, my mind went opaque because I misread Name’s yirah warning of fear for them as my fear of their anger, anger which was also Name’s against them. When their conscience reached critical mass and was cut off from His grace in Word, it cut me off too because I depended on them in fear.
"I could only see them and the people they hated in their one appearance in this world, not the life each of them are in each of my three sets, the same multi-present life as everyone else. I was blinded by opaque images of their behavior or rumors of it. But now I can bless them because I see their baseline and depth.”
Jack got through this error quickly and experienced the next attribute, humble-mindedness, before Laura. With the help of Spirit, he word-visioned the infinite and illuminating beauty of everyone, especially those who hate him now for loving their enemies. It humbles his mind and blesses him with infinite peace.
But when Laura tried, the catatonic part of her social conscience attacked her for being a threat to the temporary beauty of this world, primarily the beauty of woman.
“Cleanse your conscience as you told me,” Jack said, “and simultaneously see the infinite beauty in each of your sets of those who see you as a threat. Do not hide your mind behind their images of temporary beauty or yours in our single appearance as you see them doing.”
“Yes, yes, yes, I actually have word-vision to see it, the yirah, grace, desire, anointing and humble-mindedness transparencies of Name in Word and their word-vision identities partaking of them blindly – as their translucent or opaque forms of them fill their perception in Word’s optic passage. I feel a peace that can only be described as infinite, how wonderfully humbling and illuminating to see their beauty in Name.”
They will both have to go through this error seven times total in their mind and conscience before enlightenment in Word’s humble-mindedness. For bowing to temporary beauty works through unnatural dependencies, tempting the world to participate in seven levels of misguided desire. This will be explained further in Name’s tenth attribute transparency in Word.
Until then, enjoy seeing their infinite beauty in Name in all your sets and the temporary beauty of Earth veiling them, as it does in us only much, much less if we are making them more important without being against ourselves.
Name’s next three attributes are joined in Word to work out the process of spiritual birth and learn how to see with his vision-pearl in us. Together, Laura and Jack experience the first of these attributes, Name’s faith.
“Jack, are you seeing in yourself what I am seeing in myself? An iridescent light is at the center of me, moving toward a galaxy-filled hole in the sky. I can see many going into it, but I cannot tell whether they come out on the other side, whether it is really the black hole we see in Word’s desire attribute when we misuse it.”
They are travelling in Word through Name’s universal optic passage, the spiritual birth canal. Name’s faith raises Word out of it and, thus, both of them in him, greater than the birth of a million stars. They appear on the other side with him, after a tremendous burst of their iridescent light exits the black hole in them.
Fully opening their new eyes, they find themselves looking at perfect transparent manifestations of themselves, Name’s word-visions of their essence in Word. They superseded their awareness here, being unaware that they never left, only their vision left. They blinded their own conscience with Word’s ten attribute transparencies when they made themselves more important than their enemies, exactly like the rest of us.
“Laura, look at Name’s ten attribute transparencies emanating in and from your parents’ light! Name is making their enemies around them more important for them, so they can see Word’s beauty in their enemies. Or maybe these are Name’s word-visions of them in their absence of awareness.
“Look at that! They are also holding the blindness of others captive in their own light, the catatonic part of their conscience a danger to their sets in each other no matter how small that part is!”
Laura and Jack’s vision-pearl eyes in Word are gently being cast upon both ends of Name’s universal optic passage. Word’s light is suspended at both ends and everywhere between at the same time in a span of 2,000 years. Speaking sincerely to the blind as if He is no different, Name has revealed the attribute transparency of His sincerity in Word.
“Jack!” She rubbed her vision-pearl eyes with the illuminating fingers of her word-vision in Word. “Everyone’s conscience here spans Name’s optic passage in Word’s vision-pearl. Forty-two generations. Each of us is the forty-first, unborn light, and the forty-second, birthed light, as we are now. The other forty are names of light like us in Word’s vision-pearl, people in the past 2,000 years of their generations, part of the now of our conscience in Name’s.
“Now I understand why my parents could not see each other throughout their lives. They were unborn, with forty generations of blindness in their conscience. Now I see how to love the worst enemies of conscience while still hating their behavior. Our desire to do so in Word is one with our 2,000-year conscience in Name.”
And now they see the third of these attributes in birth and the vision-pearl, Name’s piety in Word. Its transparency touches their blindness with the left hand of His vision-pearl in Word, birthing them. In the same position permeating itself, its transparency uses the right hand of His vision-pearl to display the three stages of this reverent knowledge in Word across the span of their conscience in each of its generations – pre-blindness, blindness and temporary vision to make choices.
“Are you guys ok?” Laura’s mother asks. “I tried to get your attention. Laura, your father died in his sleep.”